OHMYFUCKINGGOD.
Seriously, I am THIS close to stabbing some random stranger. What the fuuuck. He couldn`t answer. WHY COULDN`T HE ANSWER? If I was in his place I would`ve given an answer in 2 seconds flat. Okay, I`m convinced that this is no longer paranoia. I HATE THIIIIS. ALL OF THIS. Thank you to those who post conversations. I am learning more and more. And you can bet that it`ll make my decisions easier for me.
I CANNOT GET OVER THIS. I SIMPLY CANNOT.
I KNEW IT. It`s either he already likes her or he`s going to like her. FUCKING FLIRT. AND OHMYGOD, HAS ANYONE NOTICED THE WAY THEY LOOK AT EACH OTHER? It`s how two people who share “something special” look at each other. Motherfuckingshit.
My eyeliner is smudged and I look like a fucking madman on the loose. And I have been smoking like hell. Lung cancer,anyone? I`m practically burning with RAGE.
Tell me, HOW THE *** AM I SUPPOSED TO TRUST MY BOYFRIEND WHEN HE`S ACTING LIKE A COMPLETE ***?
Thank you world for completely screwing me over. I can now die,thankyouverymuch.
And to think I had a dream last night that Big Brother gave me 20 minutes with Eli cause it was our monthsary. HAHAHAHA.
TAKE NOTE: I`m laughing not cause I`m happy but cause I have lost my mind.
Now, EVERYTHING MEANS NOTHING.
Putangina. Killmenow.
JOSEF naman, how could you?
I cannot believe this. I cannot fucking believe this.
All I can say is WHAT THE ***. Seriously. I will not say mean things about that girl here, I`ll just keep them to myself. But really, what the ***. Sooper boy d mo Eli.
I can`t believe this. No, I can`t believe YOU. You`re such a disappointment. I knew that this Pbb thing would be a bad idea.
And yes, I was right.
DOESN`T SHE HAVE A BOYFRIEND??
AND MAYBE IT SLIPPED HIS MIND BUT HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND TOO.
What the ***. Putangina. Wala na. While watching that scene, I couldn`t help but cry.
Understand me, I am waiting. But I don`t exactly know if I`m waiting for something. Yun pala wala na tapos mukha nalang akong *** dito.
I don`t know how I`m supposed to feel. Up until today, I was so sure that he was mine no matter what happens inside Pbb. But now, I`m not sure about anything anymore.
Yes, maybe it`s the pain talking or the bitterness, but every word I say right now shows how I`m really feeling. Because right now, I don`t know how I feel. Here I am again, back at square one. I`m stuck in a rut and I have no idea how to get out of it. Good luck to me sleeping tonight. No, good luck to me on getting past this.
I was okay with the whole Pbb thing, I really was. Well, duh. I`m working my ass off just to promote Eli. AND TAKE NOTE: I`M NEVER NORMALLY LIKE THIS. ONLY NOOOW. And this is how he repays me?
I am hurt. I am BEYOND hurt. Hurt is an understatement. I am not being petty, believe me.
I know Eli, I know pag may dinidiskartehan siya. And we started off a as best friends. AND NOW THEY`RE “BEST FRIENDS”?? HOW THE *** AM I SUPPOSED TO FEEL?
Now his words mean *** to me. They really do. I let him join because I trusted him and I was sure that he loved me. Now, I don`t know anymore. Well, fine. He may have my name on his arm, but really, does that mean ANYTHING AT ALL now?
I`m just frustrated,okay? I just want to let this all out. I just want to vent. I just want to be alone and cry my eyes out. I just want him back.
PUTANGINA TALAGA.
Pero to all my friends and to all my new found friends (Eli`s fans.) :
Thank you. Seriously, thank you. Your comments and text messages cheered me up. But I`m still fucked up, but nevertheless, they meant something. Sorry to those who texted tapos di ako nagreply, I`m too torn up to reply. But sooper thank you. Sa lahat ng magandang comments and sa lahat ng advices. Sa lahat din ng positive messages. I love you all for that. But right now, I just need time to think and asked myself if this is what I really want.
Jesus Christ, help me. I don`t know what the hell I want anymore. I don`t understand him. Usually, I can read his mind. But now, malabo na eh. Lahat malabo na.
*** THIS LIFE.
I thought he`d be different. UGHHHH. I don`t want to tell Peter in the end na, “sana nakinig nalang ako sayo.” I WANT TO BELIEVE THAT HE`S DIFFERENT. I DO. BUT NOW, THAT`S NEXT TO IMPOSSIBLE. I am broken right now. And I need to straighten my thoughts because really, this is unacceptable to me. It really is. I may or may not eat my words after a day or two, but right now, THIS is how I feel. I FEEL SHITTY. And I have every right to throw a *** fit right now cause I hate what I`m seeing. And I hate the way I`m feeling.
And Eli, why can`t I read your mind?
WHYYYY?
I have a million questions with no answers. I want to shoot myself in the head cause I`ll be up all night asking myself, WHY.
You know I love you. Oh God, at least I THINK you know that.
This is bullshit. It really is.
But after all that`s been said and done, you know you`ll always be my number one.
I just want to escape reality. Take me away, please?
Hey there, I know its hard to feel like I dont care at all.
Where you are and how you feel with these lights off as these wheels keep rolling on and on (and on and on and on)
Slow things down or speed them up,
Not enough or way too much, (and on and on and on)
How are you when im gone?
So cut my wrists and black my eyes (cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Because you killed me,
You know you do, you kill me well, you like it too and I can tell,
You never stop until my final breath is gone.
Spare me just three last words,
I love you is all she heard,
Ill wait for you, but I cant wait forever.
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I really really hate NICOSEF.
you’re not the only one who hates it
i really love NICOSEF!!! they are sooo cute and cool..if they are really meant 4 each other walang makapag hihiwalay sa kanila even mommy sandy…sabi nga ni JOSEF handa niyang ipagpatuloy ito hanggang sa labas..so, tingan na lang natin if para sila sa isa’t isa..
NICOSEF sucks… they both have relationship outside, how come their FLIRTING inside? i really don’t like the way their acting!. GOSH they were chosen to represent ‘kabataang pinoy’ pa naman… and they made us all look bad… okie lang sana kung single sila pareho…. kaso, hindi!. bakit di nlang kaya nila panindigan ang mga desisyun na ginawa nila sa labas… and NICOLE… didn’t she said that she had a boyfriend? what happened? bigla nalang sinabi niya na wala? *confused*…
hoy hoy hoy!!!!!!!!!kng ayaw moh ky nicole pra ky josef,dat means insecure ka sa kanya!!!!!mas flirt kah noh!!!!tang ina moh!!!!!!!!!!!!wag ka nang umasa na magu2s2han ka pa ulet ni josef!!!!!!!!!!sa mga my ayaw sa nicosef tandem!!!!!!!!inggit lahn kau sa knla!!!!!!ma2tay kasa inggit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
shitness. again… please STOP THIS EXPOSURE! ayaw niya ng exposure please!!! defending a girl na walang ginawa.. pero she’s fame na because of her bf… please. defending my friend… will yah?
wAa..INSECURITIES WILL KILL YOU GUYS!
ei tlgang ngmamahalan ung dalawa nOuH!
wAt mGwA niU?8z dEr dExixioNs n mGmhaLan..
DUHHH!
ayaw nya ng exposure eh bat ginwa nya to?!
ang tanga nman!!
To all you bunch of no lifes, out there who support NICOSEF, or whatever you call s***. you guys are f**king bunch of morons. who are you to intervene in the lives of this people., can you at least show some consideration to this girl., for christ sake she’s JOSEF’s Girlfriends anyways, so f**k off and let her express her d*mn emotions, besides JOSEF met her first. Why are you guys so affected of this issue, you don’t even know ni nicole,im not judging her or anything., but you guys are probably the most dumbest audience i have ever seen in my whole life. Stop Commenting about how you admire josef and nicole’s loveteam., do me a favor., get a life, STFU!!!
no fan aq ng NICOSEF tma lng un
Hmmmm. We cant blame Josef and Nikki for that because they are staying on one house and they are very close. But we also know that theyve committed mistakes themselves because as they say, they have commitments outside PBB house. Let us not judge Josef and Nikki because we dont know them personally. ryt? Tahimik nlng tayo. Ok? kawawa nman si Mica noh. Just think of the situation she is going through right now. Sana maayos nila yan. Go Mica! Sana huwag ka na masyadong mag-smoke even youre depressed. Masama yan sa katawan eh. Concerned lang kami. Take Care Always Mica.
Alm nio guys.. wag kau mgsbe na MALNDI cla Nicole!?kc nsa isang bhay lng cla and then lge pa mgksma d maiwasang mdevelop.. at NICOLE is pretty & simple n0h.. Josef is smart, and nd PLASTIK,, gO NICOSEF!!!
.hate ‘NIKKI’ mxdun flirt..! duhh.. hate it/.!!!! mica, revenge!! whooh…! hate you nicosef.!!!
alam nyo ang tatanga nyo! i mean bakit ba kayo nag papa apekto masyado sa buhay ng mga taong toh, putangina, for ones mag isip naman kayo, kung kayo rin nasa kalagayan ni mica what would you feel?… i mean seriously, di ba ma paparaning din kayo considering na nakikita ng buong mundo ang kabulastugan ng boyfriend mo., put your self in her shoes, at wag kayong basta basta lang mag cocomment na kesyo NICOSEF for life at kung ano ano pang ka cornihan kaya sa mga avid fans ng lecheng NICOSEF na yan, eh kung buhay nyo rin kaya pag tripan., ha?!, at dun sa tangang nag comment na insicure daw ung mga naiinis sa NICOSEF putangina mo, napaka loser ng dating mo., go on ang go back on what ur doing, creating nicosef friendster accounts., how pathetic… i pitty this people for being such losers…
blaah.blaahh..josef is single now, and c nikki mlapit n mkipagbreak ky gilo ..kz malbo n cla! hinihintay n nga ni josef c nikki ei..whoo!AT LAST, MAGIGING CLA NA RIN!!!!!
Yeah, and they are a big irritation to a lots of people’s eyes.
On behalf of my cousin Nikki, (gosh i don’t even know why i am commenting on this site), oh well. I just happened to read about this because my titas kept on telling me to search for Nikki online and this is what i found. I don’t watch pbb (i always thought it was scripted and a waste of time so thats why i didn’t bother but seeing/reading this blog made it seem so real!). I’d have to agree with what you have said, Mica has every right to express her anger and people (NICOSEF fans, whatever you call it) has no right to interfere! I happen to be one of Nikki’s childhood cousins but we’re not that close anymore as we grew older, family’s drifted apart and so on. whatever.. I hope (for Nikki and Josef) that they will come to their senses and for whatever decisions they have made or will make i hope that hey are both aware of the consequences. This site is Mica’s personal blog, i hope “you people” will just let her be. And to people who’s sympathy is on Mica, i hope you will not judge Nikki as well, just think of it as if pbb is scripted! haha. seriously, let them handle their own problems! MYOB! (mine your own business)
hay naku bat ba pinagsisksikan ng isang babae ang sarili nya sa EX nya kung ayaw naman na ng boy sa knya dba kadiri!!!!!!!! at bkit mapipigilan ba ni nikki si josef? si josef naman ung kumausap at lumalapit kay nikki remember!!!!!!!!!!! nagtampo nga si josef nung nilayuan sya ni nikki dba!!!!!!!!!!!! mag isip ka nga!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
whatever!ee kung gusto niyo ang nicosef edi wag kayong mgreply dto.cant you see?his girlfriend is fucking mad?and iu know whats the effing gosh part?NAKIKIPAGLANDIAN SI NICOLE KAY JOSEF HABANG ALAM NMAN NIYA NA MAY GIRLFRIEND SI JOSEF SA LABAS!if shes on her own mind or if she’s not crazy SHE SHOULD STOP HER FEELINGS IN THE FIRST PLACE.and DUH,PINAGMAMALAKI MO PA NA PAG LABAS NI JOSEF SIGURADONG ICOCONTINUE NIYA IUNG PAGSUYO NIYA KAY NICOLE!ee stupid ka pala.alam mo na ngang mli iun nikokonsinte mo pa!and so what kung si josef ang lumalapit ni nicole?ee di dpat LUMAIO SI NICOLE DBA?!DHIL ALAM NIYANG MALI IUN!ee it seems like NICOLE WANT IT TOO!she a fucking slut!sorry to offend iu guys on using BAD WORDS.im just showing some BUNDDLES OF CARE FOR HER GIRLFRIEND!CARING IS SHARING!eeewww.DPAT MAGING MODEL NGA SI NICOLE SA MGA KABABAIHAN!and better yet,SHES NOT!hayy. >:[ this is just my opinion!
ier right!
duh!and so what kung nasa isang bahay lan sila!ee kung cao kia ung girlfriend ni JOSEF what would iu feel?siyepre angerness an mangunguna dba?!
and why are we going to ENVY HER?!duh bakit feel na feel mo na si nicole an gusto ni JOSEF?do iu know him well ba?and DUHH,,if iu were JOSEF’S GIRLFRIEND?what would iu feel?huh?!ier so pathetic because iu can’t understand MICA’S situation!
hayaan nyo nalang. love is blind, blind is love.
basta para sa akin, nicole + josef= fuck off with that tandem
I really think that this blog didn`t come from Ms. Mica. 😐
Gawd.. Why am I replying?
Josef`s out na naman. 😐 😐
mica try to move on!!!! yon lng…
NICOLE SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and for MICA, u deserve someone better, that’s all.
this comment is so hilarious! you just said in the beginning of your comment that people shouldn’t get so affected, and it seems you’re the one totally affected by this, and you had the guts (and prolly balls, too. haha) to call them losers? who’s the loser now when you’re the one getting mad? get over all this peeps!
huwag naman kayong ganyan………huwag niyong siraan cla nicole at josef sobra naman kayo………hindi naman talaga bagay cna josef at mica nho………mas bagay cla ni nicole…………….pls…..huwag nyo na clang siraan………………..kasi nakakasakit kayo ng damdamin kung hindi nyo lang alam…pls stop……………….sana suportahan nalang ninyo ang nicosef………………………………….pls……………………..hindi talaga bagay cna josef at mica…………………………………………….
its so stupid nho………………nakakainis na kayo…………….bakit nyo tinatawag c nicole ng sucks….??????????/ha……………………………f naawa kayo kay mica huwag naman ninyo siraan c nicole………….duh…………………………………………..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!shit kayo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ang o.a naman ni mica……………………………………………….f hiniwalayn nya c josef………………….kasalanan naman nya………………xa ang fucking girl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!shit yati ka mica yawa ka!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!mamatay ka sana!!!!!!!!!
hindi kayo bagay ni josef……..kasi bata pa c josef ikaw matanda ka nha………………marami namang lalaki ha…………but hindi mo kalimutan c josef………….stupida………..yawa ka!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!flirt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
……………………STUPID,YAWA,YATI,FLIRT…………………..
HINDI NAMAN GUSTO NG PARENTS NI JOSEF C MICA DBA……………PLS STOP NA MICA!!!!!!!!!!!!BATA PA C JOSEF NHO……….IKAW 18 NHA…….YUCK……………………PUMAPATOL NG BATA PA SA KANYA…………EWWWWWWWWWWW…………………
HOY MICA………MALANDI KA…………..AS IN MALANDI KA………….
if i’m on Josef’s girlfriends place …of course i will be mad but she must also understand nicosef’s situation….they’re together in one house,…and oh….God!!!!bagay naman cla kya ok lang…
Go nicosef!!!!!!!!!
she’s not flirt,,,….she’s just being true to her self…..they like each other….who damn cares,….
just let them be together cause they’re not married naman to the 2 outside…….
Go nicosef,!!!!!,,…if really like each other then go!!!!!
just don’t pay attention to those naninira sa inyo what is important is the both of you………
who cares!!!!
we like them just don’t matter us…..cause we don’t matter on u naman………
hellow??????? dont judge them they just people who loves……….
i really love NICOSEF…….
tita anna said that they are just being true to themselves……..
BB NIKKI 4 big winner!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
whoooooooooooooo……………………..
ay mica d b wla n kau ni josef??????
bkit todo react ka diyan ha?
hello?? papaano siya magiging flirt when it was actually Mica-Josef first. dumating kasi sa eksena ang flirt na nicole na yan at pinipilit na maging Nikki-Josef.
she posted it sa blog niya which was exclusive for her friends… but leakage. cant help shewbiz.
i agree. flirt talaga!
i really really love nicosef tama lng kay mica ocampo un dahil sa mga nude photos nya kasama nya ang ex boyfriend nya na c merf martinez kung gusto nyong makita visit and search this name ANTI MICA para maniwala kayo and c nikki na nga ang nagsabi na malabo na cla ni gilo sarmienti his boyfriend bakit nyo ba sinisiraan c nikki tingnan nyo muna c mica bago nyo sabihing malandi c nikki dahil c mica may mga nudes photos and cnabi ni josef na malandi c mica c josef na nga ang nagsabi cnabi nya kay alex tnx for read this message!!!!!!!!!!!! go go go nikki sana maging big winner ka and sana maging kayo ni josef elizalde sa paglabas nyo okay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ewn ko sa inyo!!! pro kau awy!!
mga sira hindi naman girlfriend nia nagsulat nian eh ang sabi p nga ni yosef ok na daw ah sira ba mga utak nio!
hello! galingan mo josef sa my girl
just like jasmine
tira-tira
go!go!go!go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
mahal na mahal nmin Yonic d2 cavite kya ung mga nanira jan lalo n kay kevin bading at kng cnu p jan n lintek excuse me sikat na cla pr craan pa.
@bernaadette patricio – i so totally don’t care if you love them haha
@Izy Mae –
y u dnt lyk nicosef?
dey r cute
ingit ka lng
noh!!!
hahaizt
sorry
nlng
sah mga
naninira sah
nicosef
kc
ingit lng keu
no!!!!!!
gogogogo
nicosef
@gRaCe – eww.. I don’t think iinggit bespren ko sa mga lokong yan
hmMm… you know guy’s.. uR so bLind..
ano naman ang kinaganda nun??… nang aagawa ng lalaki eww… maxadung SHOWBIZ ahh..wag na O.A when nicole enter the pbb house she’s already commited w/ someone… tas biglang my something na para kay josef eto naman si lalaki papagamit para sumikat din ang plastik ah… sana di nalang sila pumasaok para walang nasaktan… flirt ah… tsaka sa mga naninira kay SHY tumigil na kayo dahil walang kasalanan yung tao sainyo.. incecure ba kayo??…kc syah pinatulan at minahal ni GERALD samantalang c KIM scripted lang lahat…. GAMITAN… mga YAWA…
ngayon alam nyo na if ano ang naidudulot ng PBB sa mga my relationship… kaya dapat b4 u enter the house tapusin nyo mga naiwan nyo..wag nyo gayahin si NICOLE landi maxado.. haba pa ng leeg… ewww at c JOSEF wala syahng kwenta mahina sya paRang BADING…BAKLA oh wat so ever… kalalaking tao di napanindigan ang sarili.. wag mo sya isipin MICA wala syang kwenta.. maybe he has everything..the fans…the fame but he’s nothing inside… kadiri sya… dapat lang na isuka sya…
i love nicosef so much bcause of them im so happy
gaga qah mika..
ndi qah nman mhal ni josef noh..
i luv nicosef..
letse ean c Nicole ee .. now i agree witt you know Mica ! i know how it feels to be the first one witt the kabichina ! And sobrang tiwala ca dun sa boyfriend mu . My God ! yes ! it really feels like dying .. within a years .. my gosh ! nakakaamped !
yun naman pla! nsecure lang sya kay nikki mas mganda pa nga c nikki sa ky mica eh,,,bat ndi nya ma accept na kahit kailan ndi na sla magkakablikan ni josef,,,,,sya ang mas flirt dhil nag eexpect pa sya na babalikan sya n josef!!!!!!!!!!kahit anong gawin nya ang pangit nya pa rin>>>>>>>MALANDE,FLIRT,FEELING MAGANDA""""""""PUTA>>>>>>
yun naman pla! nsecure lang sya kay nikki mas mganda pa nga c nikki sa ky mica eh,,,bat ndi nya ma accept na kahit kailan ndi na sla magkakablikan ni josef,,,,,sya ang mas flirt dhil nag eexpect pa sya na babalikan sya n josef!!!!!!!!!!kahit anong gawin nya ang pangit nya pa rin>>>>>>>MALANDE,FLIRT,FEELING MAGANDA""""""
HOY!NDI FLIRT C NIKKI,nagpakatooo lng,atleast kahit nag paka flirt sya kay josef naging cla naman,ndi katulad n mica ndi matanggap na wla na cla n josef>>>>>>kahit kailan ndi cla magiging bgay n josef dahil ang pangit nya…ndi uubra beauty nya kay nikki………FUCK U!!!!TO ALL WHO HATE NICOSEF………….mica tanggapin m na lng na wla na kayo ni josef!!!!!!!!!!trying hard""""""""""""BLEEEEH<<<<<<<<BITCH
ndi malandi c nikki nag papakatotoo lang ndi k2lad n mica ndi matanggap na wla na cla n josef,,,,,,,,,,sya ang malandi dahil umi expect pa rin na maging cla ulit n josef,,,,,,will sorry sya dahil ndi na maari yun…………..FUCK U………..sa lahat ng ayaw sa nicosef<<<<<<<<<nsecure kayo!!!!!!!!!!WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH