Good Deeds this Christmas

I can say that I am pretty much proud of myself and the good things that I have done until this very Christmas season, and so far, all my effort has paid of very great, and I’ve received more than I have expected to receive. Although, not really the things that I want to receive. But still, let me share you some of these.

• My Tita has paid me three hundred pesos for fixing her computer, I feel like I could open up a business for Computer repairs if I could earn money this easily. The problem that my Tita experienced was actually just a click away to get fixed.
• I was able to help out a blogging friend to get fix  few issues that he had with his theme.
• I was able to install a blog for a girl-friend (a friend who is a girl, not the other meaning of girl friend), who had quiet some difficulties getting started, and hey, was she happy when she noticed that I installed the latest version of WordPress which is WordPress 2.7
• I was able to help out a couple of people at both the WordPress.Com and WordPress.Org Support Forums.
• I fixed the CHMOD issue with Aika’s Server so that she can edit her theme templates per request

There are still a lot of other things that I have done for other people that are not in relation to computer and the world wide web, which Iwon’t list down here, since most of them are a few minor things, and I guess you don’t really want to get bored about that stuff? Hmm, now let’s see it from an other perspective, the fruits that I unexpectedly came to harvest from the good attitude that I have showed lately.

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Insight on Love

What I feel..

random ramblings

Alone again, naturally.

One of my love told me, ¨Being in love, in a relationship, it..s just a different reality; not necessarily a better reality (compared to being alone), but just a different one.¨ I didn’t agree. I still don’t.

Another one told me, ¨You should only be with someone, if being in love with that person makes you happier than when you are alone.¨ Words I agreed more.

If I followed the words of the former, I would be easily satisfied. Because the expectations from a loving relationship would be not much different from a life alone.

Unfortunately, my vision of love is closer to the latter. Hence, I’m more demanding in love. I didn’t need someone to make me happy, being alone is satisfying enough for me. But falling in love made me happier; something I cannot control; His happiness became more important than mine. As long as we were the reason for each others’ happiness, love continues.

Love, drove me to satisfy the other. Naturally; passionately; unrelenting; without holding back; made his happiness more important than mine. His priorities higher than mine.

But somehow or rather, love eventually fails. Blameless, we move on with our own lives. In this sense, love becomes like just another part of reality that is no different from the reality of being alone.

But I wonder; How could an emotion so powerful, so compelling, be at the same time so fragile?

Promises we make in business, in school, contracts we sign; we are made to uphold them. Even though they are promises with not much emotions attached.

But promises made in love, with such a powerful emotion driving them on, they are often fragile promises; easily forgotten, disappearing as love dies.

As no one is more responsible than the other when love arises, no one is more to be blamed when it dies; it is what it is.

Instead of remaining bitter and assign blame to the other when love dies, it is better to hold on to the good things that happened between each other in the name of love, and continue to let oneself evolve; continue to let good things happen in the name of love.

What’s more, it’s the hurt and disappointments in life that teaches us the most

Blog post from my Girlfriend

My girlfriend, Daizel Ann Cortes from the CSJL ain’t be more sweeter than this, with her first and perfect blog post about me. I’d like to share it here with you guys:

don’t know wat 2 sei and how 2 start…
hmmm…

1st ko syang nakilala nung Oct24,06
kwen2han magdamag…
nalamn ko mga ckrets nya…
ewan ba? nagta2ka ako…
y lahat nlng cnsv nya, eh di nmn kme gnun kclose…
pati ung mga tings na dapat di svhn…
cnsv nya…
e pati nmn ako… nagshe2yr…
weird db?
cgUro…maGaan lAng lOob nmen sa isa’t isa…
hAnGgng mGing fRends kMe…
anG bLis Ng tYm…
bGla nLng… nLmn ko…
mAy gUsto sYa sKin…
don’t know kuNg ano ba dApat mafil ko…
knOwing na i know his sEcrets anD kLokoHan bOut sa mGa gUrls dAt tym…
pEo aun…
di kO nPancn…
nGng kMe…
pEo…
dI syA nAgtAgal…
kC nGa…
dB…
Aun…nagkaproblema…
months passed…
wala kme communication…
of course,,,
kahit ikaw na gurl..
pag gnun nangyari,,,
yaw u na ng eny connection db?
hanggang 1 dei…
ewan ba…
cguro…
destiny plays with me and cupids strikes my heart again 2 be connected with him…
aun…teks2 ulet…
hanggang meong 3am habit sya…nakakakilig na naka22wa..haha
send ng mga sweet messages…basta…
tpos…
hanggang..
tanong sya ulEt…
den fEb21…oUr dei…
nGing kMe uLet..

gRabe…
d2 ko naprove na…
uNg 2nd chance…hndi negative…
lAlo na qng ung nagask nun is sincere 2 have a 2nd chance…
and…
uNg tAo…
hindi mo sya kelangan baguhin…para matutunan mo sya mahalin…magba2go sya ng kusa 2 prove na his worth ur love…
hindi ko cnsv na…kelangan magbago or baguhin muna ng isang tao ung date nyang ugali para mahalin sya ng isang tao…wat i’m saying is… kuNg mahal ka ng taong un…alam nya kung anu ung dapat nyang gawin 2 prove his love…db?
hindi sa lapet at layo ng isa’t isa naproprove ung true love… nasa taong nagmamahalan un…

badits…
e2 ung taong loko…
taong pasawai…
seloso…
peo mahal na mahal ko…
ung taong kabaligtaran ng hul personality ko…
peo initindi ko…

he is everything…
masasabi kong…
hindi ako sanai pag wala sya…
pawang i’m not complete without him…
i can’t go on…pag wala sya sa tabi ko…
he is all i need…
humihinto oras an lyf ko pag nagaaway kame…
sGuro Oa sya…
pEo…wat can i du…
eh…itz tRue…

gan2 lang cgUro…
pAg aLam mOng…
watever happens 2 u…
masaya, malungkot or watever u feel…
may taong connected and apektado sa nafi2l mo…
every hurt,pain,and joy…anjan lang ung taong un…
redy 2 fil d seym wei…

badits…
sNa 4ever na toh…
19months na nyan…
going strong…
sana 4evr and ever na toh…
iloveyoubabybadits….