My New Old Diary!

I neglected writing personal stuff on this website for some time now. But I’m back to start writing about me, my personal life as a Teenager, Blogger, Student or any other point of view that I might come to tackle. And here’s initial post for a little kick off.

I may have received much attention and recognition on the world wide web and in real life at this very  moment, but deep inside, I’m still unsatisfied, I’m desperately seeking for a refuge, a shelter where I could escape to and let my torment out. A lot of issues cause me to infuriate. The usually advanced-in-class student whom my classmate came to know from the first quarter monthly test and examinations, who loves to share and entertain questions raised by them. Yet, time has changed and so have I changed. Dramatically.

I was pretty much fun of studying my lessons and posting a couple on my website which I planned to do so on regular basis, which I totally failed to do now. One of those factors could be entrecard, and the other one could be other personal issues that are taking a lot ofmy time and energy. But that’s another chapter that I’ll be tackling just in a few moments. I feel very dissapointed on my so-called “achievements” on the web and in class. Am I just expecting too much from myself and Pinoy Teens? Or is it just true that everything that I come to touch will turn into a mere disaster or failure?

Obviously, I’m the one who’s holding the life of myself but it seems like I’m handling it improperly and the good things turn to be the most evil things that I may encounter that could make my life miserable. My girlfriend, for example, who used to have a angelic character and never came to lie (according to my mind) has dissapointed me much, the time she has lied right into my face. How could that be possible? And how could I come to mend these scars left in my heart that she almost tear apart with the lie she had?

I know, a simple little lie is nothing, but this wasn’t the case. It wasn’t just a simple lie, it was a lie that I can’t easily forgive. Especially not for the second time around.

Everything is turning upside down, from a landslide victory and achievements accomplished, I’m here falling like a falling star, loosing all that I have had. Traffic, Comment Volume, Page Views, and time to blog. And I’m also on the stretch of loosing my loved one.

What else, unpleasant could still happen to me?